One of my spiritual teachers once reminded that it is important to occassionally take time out and do things help “recharge our batteries”—take a walk, exercise, read a good book, go to the movies, and so on.
In the spirit of this advice, I recently dusted off my Buffy the Vampire Slayer
DVD collection to watch some of my favorite episodes. (Yes, I am a complete geek! I own all 7 seasons.)
As I was watching the grand finale of season 4
it took on a whole new meaning for me. I realized the episode was very kabbalistic in its theme. (I see things so much differently since I became a student of Kabbalah. Everything has new meaning, which is so beautiful.)
In this particular episode, Buffy and her friends had to literally become one to defeat the big bad of the season, Adam. Buffy takes on the Light of her watcher (teacher) and two closest friends so she can use their combined strength to do battle.
Buffy got it right. She understood she could not do it alone. The only reason she ever lasted as a slayer (most die by 19 but Buffy is still going strong at 27+) was because she had people who loved her, gave her strength, and stood beside in her fight against evil.
Besides having some of the best dialog ever written, the entire series played on a very important theme—you cannot do it alone.
So, you might ask what does this have to do with Kabbalah?
Everything!
Every day when I wake up at 3:00 AM to scan the Zohar, I feel every one of you waking up in the middle of the night to scan as if you were right beside me. I feel your love and your Light. It gives me strength when I am feeling weak. It gives me hope when I feel like giving up.
We are all doing battle against our own big bad every day. We fight the opponent and our reactive nature with every breath we take. As we fight our own individual battles, we are united in the struggle against chaos, pain, and suffering.
Each time one of us says, “No, I’m not going to get angry” or “No, I’m not going to let this get the best of me” we all become stronger. Each time one of us reaches out to another soul in an act of genuine sharing and compassion we all become stronger. In those moments we all give the opponent another critical blow.
In all of my life I have never felt like I belonged. I have always felt I was on the outside looking in.
Now I know I do belong. I know what it is like to be a part of a greater whole.
The same teacher also said to me, “You have no idea how much love is waiting for you.”
Now I know how much love is out there. I know I have never felt so loved.
And I love you, too. Each and every one of you.
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